Tally

Boy oh boy what a loony I sounded like yesterday! I'm sorry that I went so nuts on all of you. I had a teacher once that said I sometimes get passionate! And I specifically owe an apology to my monitor Kevin: he is not such a bad guy and he has my interests in his heart, and he also knows a lot about women and how to relate to them. He has a girlfriend named Margot. I have not met her and Kevin says it would be better if I did not ever, but I bet she's a special one. I hope she doesn't cheat on Kevin. I really do. Being cheated on can really make a guy feel very sad. Take it from me, although please don't ask for the details. Honestly the details are that my last girlfriend cheated on me even though she said she loved me and we had been together for a long time and lately I have been really wishing that my heart would stop stop stop beating. You know? I'm glad I can share with you, readers. I only have one eyeball now, and the other one is glass, and it makes it hard, I guess, to get a good grip on what is going on outside the world besides me. Sometimes I think having one eyeball that's real is a curse, but sometimes I can kind of see how it might maybe be a blessing, like when in makes me look at myself to see how maybe my vision is limited. My gone eye is mostly healed now, but the part where the straw went through my eyelid is very red now and there's a little hole it it like the size of a sucker handle, and you can see the black of my fake pupil right through when I close my eyelid. If you want me to post a picture of myself don't bother asking, because I won't. Thank you.